my friend and i have been friends, for a year, been through many fights and disagreements, but we are good terms, i try to be careful around him so i don’t mess up the friendship, he’s actually a sweet guy and edgy tho but he wanted to do a face reveal so he did so, i didnt judge him, then he wanted me to show my face too, but i reused and told him, i never said that i would show my face. he told me he hates me :/ he kept asking and in the end he said he won’t harass me for that, days pass we had normal conversations but today i did a face reveal for my own free will. i know i was ugly but he didnt repond at all, i deleted the texts, and i wrote that i told him i was ugly with laughing emoji, then he said its not important. it felt lowkey like he was judging me and thinking im ugly af then i started arguing with him cause i was upset. i told him i hated him so much, told him to stop overstepping my boundaries, also told him i was tired of him and his toxic behavior sometimes, then i said fuck off and to get tf out of my sight. i walked away also i cried myself to sleep. i decided to ignore him and his texts, its not like i have feelings for him and i don’t like him more than a friend. we both are 19 year olds
am i overthinking?